I dont care if its raining or not. Pigeons, the best, my symbol besides the rat which I used to raise to sell to people that had snakes, although I kept one of the baby rats so when its eyes opened i was the only one who raised him.
Back to the pigeons of Ny...food yes, even in the rain, at the library, I've been saving all week breads, chips...they are happy...and me too. So what i am out in the rain, so what....its better and I am happier here than anywhere else..
I got stuck today on one of the trains..I think my anxiety got to me. I felt my heart in my eyes, my phone I could text but not call, so i text someone to check the news. and all i could see out the doors were 2 numbers on a wall. All was ok then the lights and train began to move again after 19 minutes. i felt so relieved. No one knows where i am , no one cares about where im going before or after ....i wish someone did. I miss that in my dearest friend that passed this earth 2 yrs ago.
I'm hungry, going for Japanese take out now..goodbye....